1 00:00:22,232 --> 00:00:26,236 DIGITALLY RESTORED IN 2017 2 00:01:18,872 --> 00:01:20,373 Dr. Holm. 3 00:01:20,999 --> 00:01:22,500 Good afternoon, Mrs. Vergerus. 4 00:01:22,584 --> 00:01:24,836 Your mother passed away about 15 minutes ago. 5 00:01:25,420 --> 00:01:27,505 It was all very peaceful. 6 00:01:33,178 --> 00:01:36,097 - May I go in? - Yes, of course. 7 00:03:45,810 --> 00:03:50,148 What about her personal effects? 8 00:03:51,024 --> 00:03:52,525 We... 9 00:03:54,027 --> 00:03:55,987 We'll fetch them tomorrow. 10 00:03:57,655 --> 00:04:00,658 Thank you for all your help and care. 11 00:04:01,576 --> 00:04:03,703 - Mother was... - Oh, you're welcome. 12 00:04:03,786 --> 00:04:06,581 But perhaps you'd like to have the wedding rings now? 13 00:05:46,472 --> 00:05:49,350 - Can I do something for you? - Turn the light out, please. 14 00:06:02,196 --> 00:06:03,698 Please leave me alone. 15 00:06:04,490 --> 00:06:06,492 Oh, I'm sorry. 16 00:08:57,413 --> 00:08:59,874 We work in the garden every spare minute. 17 00:08:59,957 --> 00:09:02,627 Our garden is actually our pride. 18 00:09:02,710 --> 00:09:05,546 Oh, you must come here in the spring or early summer. 19 00:09:05,630 --> 00:09:07,941 - It's so beautiful then. - Oh, thank you. Thank you very much. 20 00:09:07,965 --> 00:09:10,760 We're both very fond of flowers and trees, as you can see. 21 00:09:10,843 --> 00:09:11,843 Yes. 22 00:09:11,886 --> 00:09:15,223 And in the winter, we dream about what we're going to do next summer. 23 00:09:15,306 --> 00:09:16,390 Ah, that's very nice. 24 00:09:16,474 --> 00:09:19,769 Maria is also very interested. She has a little corner of her own down there... 25 00:09:19,852 --> 00:09:21,732 - Dad! Phone call! - ...which she takes care of. 26 00:09:21,771 --> 00:09:23,356 Excuse me. 27 00:09:34,075 --> 00:09:36,869 I can see why you like it here, you and Andreas. It's beautiful. 28 00:09:36,953 --> 00:09:38,579 Yes. 29 00:09:38,663 --> 00:09:41,958 This place was left to Andreas by his parents. 30 00:09:42,041 --> 00:09:46,921 Do you know, we couldn't dream of living right in town or close to the hospital. 31 00:09:47,463 --> 00:09:51,133 Andreas needs this relaxation. He works much too hard. 32 00:09:51,217 --> 00:09:52,132 Yeah. 33 00:09:52,134 --> 00:09:53,719 The marriage is a happy one? 34 00:09:55,805 --> 00:09:58,099 It's very happy. 35 00:09:58,182 --> 00:10:00,977 We've been married for 15 years. 36 00:10:01,060 --> 00:10:03,145 Then everything in the garden's lovely. 37 00:10:04,772 --> 00:10:07,775 You know, it's very difficult to talk about that kind of thing, 38 00:10:07,858 --> 00:10:10,152 especially when you speak a foreign language. 39 00:10:10,236 --> 00:10:11,821 Please. I don't mean to be tactless. 40 00:10:12,738 --> 00:10:13,739 No? 41 00:10:14,407 --> 00:10:16,742 There's nothing to worry about. 42 00:10:18,119 --> 00:10:19,870 Here. 43 00:10:19,954 --> 00:10:21,872 - Thank you. - Skål. 44 00:10:22,456 --> 00:10:24,542 Dr. Brun agrees. 45 00:10:24,625 --> 00:10:26,669 I want to tell you something. 46 00:10:26,752 --> 00:10:30,089 The first time we met, you were sitting in the cloakroom... 47 00:10:30,548 --> 00:10:33,843 David, will you please excuse me. It's a consultation. It's somewhat touchy. 48 00:10:33,926 --> 00:10:36,762 I'll be with you in a second. Make yourself comfortable. 49 00:10:37,555 --> 00:10:38,764 Yes? 50 00:10:39,223 --> 00:10:44,228 You were sitting in the cloakroom of the hospital crying. 51 00:10:44,979 --> 00:10:48,441 I suppose it's hardly the thing to tell you, but I fell in love with you. 52 00:10:48,524 --> 00:10:50,985 Which wineglasses, Mama? 53 00:10:52,278 --> 00:10:54,739 - We're having white wine. - Where are they? 54 00:10:55,740 --> 00:10:58,826 - Second shelf to the right. - Okay. 55 00:11:08,252 --> 00:11:10,421 I didn't mean for you ever to know. 56 00:11:11,047 --> 00:11:14,800 But as chance or whatever it is has made us friends, I can't help telling you. 57 00:11:14,884 --> 00:11:17,094 I'm in love with you, Karin. 58 00:11:20,973 --> 00:11:26,187 I don't want you to worry or to be upset with this confession of mine. 59 00:11:28,356 --> 00:11:31,192 But I'm in love with you, and I want you to know it. 60 00:11:33,069 --> 00:11:34,653 Please have some more raspberries. 61 00:11:34,737 --> 00:11:37,114 No, no. I couldn't eat anything more. I'm stuffed. 62 00:11:37,198 --> 00:11:40,326 It was delicious. I must say Maria is a fantastic cook. 63 00:11:40,868 --> 00:11:43,371 Tell us about the sculpture now, please. 64 00:11:44,538 --> 00:11:48,334 Well, they stumbled on her while restoring a church a few miles from here, 65 00:11:48,417 --> 00:11:50,252 right near the dig where I'm working. 66 00:11:50,336 --> 00:11:52,088 Eh, what church is it, actually? 67 00:11:52,171 --> 00:11:54,423 The old medieval church of Hammar. Do you know it? 68 00:11:54,924 --> 00:11:57,301 Hammar, yes, we do. We know it. 69 00:11:58,219 --> 00:12:00,679 At any rate, they were taking a wall down, 70 00:12:00,763 --> 00:12:03,516 and about halfway through discovered a cavity in it. 71 00:12:03,599 --> 00:12:07,228 So they proceeded very carefully to continue taking the wall down. 72 00:12:07,728 --> 00:12:10,689 Shall we have coffee in there? Would you like? 73 00:12:14,485 --> 00:12:17,363 Suddenly, there in the darkness of the cavity, 74 00:12:17,446 --> 00:12:19,907 they began to faintly see something. 75 00:12:19,990 --> 00:12:21,617 A woman's face. 76 00:12:21,700 --> 00:12:26,247 A magnificent, well-preserved wooden sculpture representing the Holy Virgin. 77 00:12:26,330 --> 00:12:29,792 Now as far as we know, this is something extremely rare. 78 00:12:29,875 --> 00:12:33,087 But the curious thing is, how did it come to your country? 79 00:12:33,629 --> 00:12:36,048 How did it get to this remote church? 80 00:12:36,132 --> 00:12:37,883 - Would you like some whiskey? - Please. 81 00:12:37,967 --> 00:12:40,094 - Some ice with it? - No. 82 00:12:42,513 --> 00:12:44,390 And here is... This is, uh... 83 00:12:44,473 --> 00:12:46,725 One day, Anders fell overboard. 84 00:12:46,809 --> 00:12:49,019 He's soaking wet. It doesn't show really, but... 85 00:12:49,103 --> 00:12:51,147 Um, I think there is another... 86 00:12:51,230 --> 00:12:53,023 No. This is not it either... 87 00:12:53,107 --> 00:12:56,444 I have a beautiful orchid somewhere, uh, which is called... 88 00:12:57,194 --> 00:13:00,030 No. No. Who has been using these slides? 89 00:13:00,489 --> 00:13:01,699 Oh, this is it! 90 00:13:01,782 --> 00:13:04,118 Oh, this is one of my favorites. It's an orchid. 91 00:13:04,201 --> 00:13:06,328 It's called Ophrys insectifera. 92 00:13:06,412 --> 00:13:10,583 Um, eh, because it looks like an insect, like a fly. 93 00:13:10,666 --> 00:13:13,752 - Uh, it attracts the interest of the fly. - Andreas. 94 00:13:13,836 --> 00:13:16,005 Andreas, are you sure David is interested in... 95 00:13:16,088 --> 00:13:19,758 Oh, no. No, no. I am enjoying these slides, Andreas. 96 00:13:19,842 --> 00:13:22,845 I am fascinated by the flowers. They're wonderful. 97 00:13:22,928 --> 00:13:23,971 Well-Well, uh... 98 00:13:24,054 --> 00:13:26,682 Well, there are a few other pictures. I think this... 99 00:13:27,349 --> 00:13:28,851 No. Well, this is a donkey. 100 00:13:28,934 --> 00:13:31,979 It's, uh... It's Anders's donkey. It's called Johnny. 101 00:13:32,062 --> 00:13:34,732 It-It died after two weeks. 102 00:13:34,815 --> 00:13:37,318 Uh, and this is my mother-in-law. 103 00:13:37,401 --> 00:13:41,071 Uh, she's also... dead. Uh, they're... Oh, this! 104 00:13:41,155 --> 00:13:44,909 - Haven't you a picture of your wife nude? - In the nude? 105 00:13:44,992 --> 00:13:47,870 I would like to see a picture of Karin nude. 106 00:13:47,953 --> 00:13:49,580 No. I... 107 00:13:49,663 --> 00:13:52,333 I'm sorry, David. I have to disappoint you there. 108 00:13:52,416 --> 00:13:54,543 You'll have to content yourself with my orchids. 109 00:13:59,423 --> 00:14:02,676 - I'll drive you home, David. - No, no, no, no. I'm-I'm fine. 110 00:14:02,760 --> 00:14:05,554 Wait a minute. So... Well, do you want me to call a taxi? 111 00:14:05,638 --> 00:14:08,224 - No, no. I can manage, Andreas. Thank you. - All right. 112 00:14:08,307 --> 00:14:09,850 Thank you very much. 113 00:14:10,559 --> 00:14:12,603 - Don't worry. There won't be a scandal. - Mm-hmm. 114 00:14:12,686 --> 00:14:14,438 Bye. 115 00:14:15,981 --> 00:14:18,359 - I'd love to see the church. - Yeah. 116 00:14:30,412 --> 00:14:32,831 - Are you all done? - Mm-hmm. 117 00:14:43,050 --> 00:14:44,718 It's cold. 118 00:14:57,398 --> 00:15:01,110 I'll go upstairs and say good night to Maria. 119 00:15:01,193 --> 00:15:02,820 Mm-mmm. 120 00:15:04,029 --> 00:15:07,324 - We ought to have a place for that. - Yes. 121 00:15:09,368 --> 00:15:11,495 - I'll take Bobby out for a walk. - Yes, you do that. 122 00:15:11,579 --> 00:15:13,038 Bobby, come on. 123 00:15:17,084 --> 00:15:18,877 I'm glad he didn't stay too long. 124 00:15:19,420 --> 00:15:21,213 When are you due at the hospital tomorrow? 125 00:15:21,297 --> 00:15:23,757 At 7:00. I have surgery at 7:30. 126 00:15:24,300 --> 00:15:27,761 - How did you like him? - A damned nice fellow, I thought. 127 00:15:27,845 --> 00:15:29,597 But he drank a bit too much, didn't he? 128 00:15:30,222 --> 00:15:33,058 Did he? I didn't notice, actually. 129 00:15:33,142 --> 00:15:35,477 Foreigners, you know. 130 00:15:35,561 --> 00:15:37,730 How did you actually meet? 131 00:15:39,732 --> 00:15:44,069 Jakobi at the museum called me and asked me to take care of him. 132 00:15:44,486 --> 00:15:47,072 He had a kidney stone attack. 133 00:15:48,115 --> 00:15:49,825 Is that right? 134 00:15:55,247 --> 00:15:57,291 I'm too tired to read tonight, I think. 135 00:15:57,374 --> 00:15:59,585 No, please, no reading tonight. 136 00:16:00,753 --> 00:16:02,004 Mmm. 137 00:16:02,546 --> 00:16:03,964 Hold me. 138 00:16:05,841 --> 00:16:08,594 Mmm. 139 00:16:12,306 --> 00:16:15,851 You know, already during dessert, I decided to seduce you tonight. 140 00:16:15,934 --> 00:16:18,604 - Mm-hmm? - But now I'm just too sleepy. 141 00:16:20,272 --> 00:16:23,233 It's all right. I'm sleepy, too. 142 00:16:24,193 --> 00:16:26,987 - Then we'll go to sleep. - Mmm. 143 00:16:28,530 --> 00:16:30,908 - Good night. - Mmm. 144 00:16:33,994 --> 00:16:35,329 Mmm. 145 00:16:38,207 --> 00:16:40,751 - Give me your hand. - Mmm. 146 00:16:40,834 --> 00:16:41,960 There. 147 00:16:44,004 --> 00:16:45,839 It's good to hold your hand. 148 00:16:47,132 --> 00:16:48,592 Mmm. 149 00:16:51,679 --> 00:16:53,597 Hey. 150 00:16:53,681 --> 00:16:55,683 Did you take your pill? 151 00:16:57,017 --> 00:17:01,271 It doesn't matter tonight, does it? Don't worry. 152 00:17:01,897 --> 00:17:04,566 "Don't worry"? 153 00:17:33,095 --> 00:17:35,013 Good morning, sleepyhead. 154 00:17:35,431 --> 00:17:36,432 Hey. 155 00:17:36,515 --> 00:17:37,725 There you are. 156 00:18:20,976 --> 00:18:22,978 - Bye then. - Bye. 157 00:18:23,061 --> 00:18:24,938 - Bye. - Bye, Dad. 158 00:18:25,022 --> 00:18:28,025 See you at dinner. You all have a nice day. 159 00:18:29,985 --> 00:18:31,236 Let's get a move on. 160 00:18:32,154 --> 00:18:33,447 Take the apple. 161 00:18:35,032 --> 00:18:37,159 Oh, I forgot. 162 00:19:54,403 --> 00:19:55,904 Look. 163 00:19:56,321 --> 00:19:57,948 Wait a minute. 164 00:20:11,295 --> 00:20:13,505 Karin. Come have a look. 165 00:20:20,345 --> 00:20:22,681 - Can you see her? - Yes. 166 00:20:32,482 --> 00:20:33,775 Can you see the smile? 167 00:20:34,568 --> 00:20:36,695 Yes, I do. 168 00:21:50,644 --> 00:21:52,354 Oh, no. 169 00:22:01,446 --> 00:22:02,739 When do I see you again? 170 00:22:02,823 --> 00:22:04,241 Tomorrow is Sunday. 171 00:22:04,324 --> 00:22:05,867 Uh, Monday we have the housecleaning, 172 00:22:05,951 --> 00:22:09,121 but on Tuesday I can come to your place at 2:30. 173 00:22:26,805 --> 00:22:29,141 Yes. I think so, too. 174 00:22:30,684 --> 00:22:34,229 But the symptoms are kind of vague, don't you think? 175 00:22:34,813 --> 00:22:36,732 Why don't you take one more X-ray? 176 00:22:37,357 --> 00:22:40,569 If only she wasn't so damned hysterical. It might be just nerves. 177 00:22:42,529 --> 00:22:44,990 Yes. We might bring her in for observation. 178 00:22:45,073 --> 00:22:47,993 You send her right in. I'll reserve a bed at the hospital. 179 00:23:02,090 --> 00:23:03,759 Hi. 180 00:23:06,553 --> 00:23:08,430 Let's have lunch together. 181 00:23:10,307 --> 00:23:12,350 Yes. Come up to my office, won't you? 182 00:23:12,434 --> 00:23:15,479 I'll be there from... 12:30 on. 183 00:23:15,562 --> 00:23:18,106 Right. Bye. 184 00:23:19,816 --> 00:23:22,861 - Did you have a nice drive? - Yes, it was very interesting. 185 00:23:25,405 --> 00:23:27,824 You might have asked David home for dinner. 186 00:23:28,408 --> 00:23:31,328 I did ask, but he didn't want to. 187 00:23:32,245 --> 00:23:33,288 It's Vergerus. 188 00:23:35,624 --> 00:23:38,001 Let me speak to Sister Gunnel in Ward 3, please. 189 00:23:38,085 --> 00:23:39,294 Yes. I'll wait. 190 00:23:39,377 --> 00:23:42,172 I'll go to the kitchen and help Maria. 191 00:23:42,255 --> 00:23:45,634 - She's going out with some friends tonight. - Mind that she's home by midnight. 192 00:23:45,717 --> 00:23:47,302 Yes. We'll talk about that. 193 00:23:48,136 --> 00:23:51,431 Yes. Have her call me as soon as she's free, will you? 194 00:23:51,515 --> 00:23:55,060 I'll be home for another 20 minutes. Or she can call my secretary. 195 00:23:55,143 --> 00:23:56,478 Thank you. 196 00:24:03,318 --> 00:24:04,903 I need to tell you something. 197 00:24:05,654 --> 00:24:07,531 Really? That sounds intriguing. 198 00:24:19,668 --> 00:24:22,754 I don't think I'll be wanting a housemaid after all. 199 00:24:23,130 --> 00:24:26,424 Much better to do everything yourself. Less fuss that way. 200 00:24:26,508 --> 00:24:28,718 Is that what you wanted to tell me? 201 00:24:28,802 --> 00:24:30,303 Yes. Why? 202 00:24:30,387 --> 00:24:33,890 You started off so seriously. I thought it was something important. 203 00:24:34,558 --> 00:24:35,684 No. 204 00:24:38,854 --> 00:24:39,854 Bye, then. 205 00:24:40,522 --> 00:24:41,522 Bye. 206 00:27:01,371 --> 00:27:03,790 No. 207 00:27:47,459 --> 00:27:48,374 - Ooh! - Oh. 208 00:27:48,376 --> 00:27:49,753 Hello. I'm sorry I'm late. 209 00:27:49,836 --> 00:27:53,214 Oh, no, no, no, no. I have, uh... It's fine. Uh, there's a lot of things that... 210 00:27:53,298 --> 00:27:54,900 - Can I come in? - Oh, of course. Come on. 211 00:27:54,924 --> 00:27:55,924 Thank you. 212 00:27:56,092 --> 00:27:58,803 I'm really sorry, because it was difficult finding the way. 213 00:27:58,887 --> 00:28:01,157 - You know, this whole part of town is... - It's very complicated. 214 00:28:01,181 --> 00:28:03,350 It's one-way streets all the way from where we are. 215 00:28:03,433 --> 00:28:04,934 - Yeah. - I'm very sorry. 216 00:28:05,018 --> 00:28:09,773 Oh, no, no, no. I have a lot of things that I had to look at. 217 00:28:09,856 --> 00:28:13,485 Oh, I'm sorry. It's, uh... I have them when I drive. They're very ugly. 218 00:28:13,568 --> 00:28:16,237 - No, no. Come inside, please. - Okay. 219 00:28:30,335 --> 00:28:32,379 Oh, poor flowers. 220 00:28:32,462 --> 00:28:35,048 I think I'll cut them and see if they'll revive. 221 00:28:35,131 --> 00:28:37,801 - Where's your kitchen? - Oh, it's inside here. 222 00:28:40,595 --> 00:28:41,930 Thank you. 223 00:28:43,098 --> 00:28:45,600 - Do you have a knife? - Oh, sure. 224 00:28:46,893 --> 00:28:48,645 - Here. - Thank you. 225 00:28:49,396 --> 00:28:50,897 How did you find this place? 226 00:28:50,980 --> 00:28:56,403 A professor at the university was taking his leave of absence for a few... 227 00:28:56,486 --> 00:28:58,530 - A friend. - Hmm. 228 00:28:59,280 --> 00:29:02,700 It's a terrible place. Very depressing. Don't you think? 229 00:29:03,701 --> 00:29:06,621 Well, uh, I hadn't noticed. 230 00:29:06,704 --> 00:29:09,290 It's, uh... It's nicer than staying in a hotel. 231 00:29:09,374 --> 00:29:12,085 - Yeah. Especially now. - Yeah. 232 00:29:17,841 --> 00:29:20,343 Oh, would you like some, uh, sherry? 233 00:29:20,427 --> 00:29:23,138 What I would like is a cup of tea. Do you have any tea? 234 00:29:23,221 --> 00:29:25,140 - I'll see if I can find some. - I, um... 235 00:29:25,223 --> 00:29:29,185 I-I think I'm out of tea, but I'll just run down and pick some up. 236 00:29:29,269 --> 00:29:30,437 It won't take too long. 237 00:29:30,520 --> 00:29:33,523 Oh, no! Don't do that. Please. 238 00:29:33,606 --> 00:29:35,608 Let's have your sherry. 239 00:29:35,692 --> 00:29:36,860 Okay. 240 00:29:42,157 --> 00:29:43,741 Yeah. 241 00:29:51,666 --> 00:29:54,836 - You nervous, David? - Uh, yes, I'm nervous. 242 00:29:54,919 --> 00:29:58,047 My pulse must be 690. Aren't you nervous? 243 00:29:58,131 --> 00:30:00,467 Well, I-I'm almost fainting. 244 00:30:01,593 --> 00:30:03,428 - Skål. - Skål. 245 00:30:06,222 --> 00:30:08,433 That looks very warm and comfortable. 246 00:30:08,516 --> 00:30:10,643 Thank you. You must excuse. 247 00:30:10,727 --> 00:30:14,397 It's an old sweater, and I'm... I'm having pants on. 248 00:30:14,814 --> 00:30:18,651 I wanted to wear something very beautiful when I came to you for the first time, 249 00:30:18,735 --> 00:30:21,863 but it suddenly turned so cold. 250 00:30:21,946 --> 00:30:24,782 I noticed some flakes of snow in the rain. 251 00:30:24,866 --> 00:30:28,161 - Yes. I hate it when it's cold. - Yeah. 252 00:30:28,244 --> 00:30:31,080 It's a terrible climate here on the coast. 253 00:30:31,164 --> 00:30:32,749 Spring is always late. 254 00:30:32,832 --> 00:30:35,585 But I understand this has been quite a mild autumn. 255 00:30:35,668 --> 00:30:39,130 Oh, no. No more for me, thank you. It's already gone to my head. 256 00:30:46,638 --> 00:30:49,474 What should we talk about now? 257 00:30:52,185 --> 00:30:53,686 What should we do now? 258 00:30:56,606 --> 00:31:00,276 Shall we take our clothes off and go to bed and see what happens? 259 00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:01,778 Yeah. 260 00:31:04,197 --> 00:31:06,574 But we must draw the curtains. I'm very shy. 261 00:31:06,658 --> 00:31:08,451 Oh, so am I. 262 00:31:09,452 --> 00:31:10,452 Okay. 263 00:31:38,982 --> 00:31:40,358 No, wait. 264 00:31:40,817 --> 00:31:42,277 Wait a little. 265 00:31:45,363 --> 00:31:47,824 I want you to look at me first. 266 00:31:49,867 --> 00:31:52,328 I'm 34. 267 00:31:53,121 --> 00:31:56,499 You can see that in my face, especially around the eyes. 268 00:31:57,917 --> 00:32:02,547 I have... I have a scar here on my stomach. 269 00:32:02,630 --> 00:32:05,842 I've borne two children, and Anders was very big, you know. 270 00:32:07,010 --> 00:32:09,554 My breasts were nicer before. 271 00:32:14,892 --> 00:32:15,893 I'm... 272 00:32:17,145 --> 00:32:19,981 I'm not a very experienced mistress. 273 00:32:21,316 --> 00:32:24,861 Andreas and I always had it good together in bed, 274 00:32:24,944 --> 00:32:27,447 even if it wasn't so passionate. 275 00:32:29,782 --> 00:32:33,494 My legs are on the short side. 276 00:32:33,578 --> 00:32:36,664 And my bottom is a bit too big. 277 00:32:36,748 --> 00:32:39,751 It used to worry me a lot when I was a girl. 278 00:32:46,382 --> 00:32:48,593 You don't... You... 279 00:32:49,344 --> 00:32:55,266 You don't have to act in any special way in order to satisfy me, 280 00:32:55,350 --> 00:32:56,768 if you see what I mean. 281 00:32:56,851 --> 00:33:01,939 I've no idea why I've come here to you today, or why I'm going to bed with you. 282 00:33:02,982 --> 00:33:05,735 I don't even know if I'm in love with you. 283 00:33:05,818 --> 00:33:07,695 Forgive me. Forgive me for saying all that. 284 00:33:07,779 --> 00:33:09,155 Oh, I understand. 285 00:33:09,238 --> 00:33:12,617 I suppose it's not a very good way to start an affair. 286 00:33:13,368 --> 00:33:15,328 You see, I've never... 287 00:33:15,912 --> 00:33:18,247 I've never been in this situation before. 288 00:33:19,415 --> 00:33:23,586 David, forgive me for talking so much. 289 00:33:25,421 --> 00:33:29,509 I just wanted you to know with whom you're going to bed. 290 00:33:31,260 --> 00:33:36,724 Maybe it doesn't mean anything much to you, maybe I'm making a lot of fuss, 291 00:33:36,808 --> 00:33:38,935 but this little affair, well, 292 00:33:39,018 --> 00:33:41,396 for me it isn't a little affair. 293 00:33:45,066 --> 00:33:50,154 Please, come into bed. I feel terribly cold. 294 00:33:50,822 --> 00:33:51,864 Warm me up. 295 00:34:22,937 --> 00:34:25,314 I'm afraid I can't today. 296 00:34:25,898 --> 00:34:29,819 Oh. My long speech frightened you. 297 00:34:31,946 --> 00:34:34,073 It doesn't matter. 298 00:34:35,366 --> 00:34:39,078 It's good as it is, as long as we're here with one another. 299 00:34:48,546 --> 00:34:51,215 - David? - Mm-hmm? 300 00:34:52,717 --> 00:34:55,094 I think I must go now. 301 00:34:55,178 --> 00:34:57,013 Oh, no. 302 00:34:57,555 --> 00:35:01,642 I promised to meet Andreas at the airport. He's been to Stockholm today. 303 00:35:29,212 --> 00:35:31,714 - Mmm. - Are you disappointed with me? 304 00:35:31,798 --> 00:35:33,716 Oh, no. 305 00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:37,470 No, no, no, no, no, no. 306 00:35:55,822 --> 00:35:57,865 My keys and my gloves. 307 00:36:14,298 --> 00:36:16,592 Oh, no. Not now. 308 00:36:17,468 --> 00:36:21,222 Not now. I'll... I'll come back another day. 309 00:36:21,305 --> 00:36:22,890 Soon. 310 00:36:23,558 --> 00:36:25,393 I'll call you tomorrow morning. 311 00:36:58,050 --> 00:36:59,051 Yeah? 312 00:36:59,135 --> 00:37:01,137 Hello. It's Karin. 313 00:37:01,220 --> 00:37:04,140 Hello. How-How are you? 314 00:37:04,223 --> 00:37:06,225 I'm fine. Have you been waiting? 315 00:37:06,309 --> 00:37:08,603 Uh, incidentally, I'm not quite sober. 316 00:37:08,686 --> 00:37:10,438 I, uh... 317 00:37:10,521 --> 00:37:13,900 I took a sleeping pill, but, uh... 318 00:37:13,983 --> 00:37:17,862 I couldn't fall asleep, so I had a drink 319 00:37:18,487 --> 00:37:20,114 and another pill. 320 00:37:24,368 --> 00:37:27,246 No, if you want to sleep, I can call you a little later. 321 00:37:27,330 --> 00:37:28,789 No, no, no. 322 00:37:28,873 --> 00:37:31,876 You mustn't mind my being a bit... stoned. 323 00:37:31,959 --> 00:37:33,961 I'm not in the habit of it. 324 00:37:34,045 --> 00:37:37,298 I just didn't think you'd ring. I didn't think... I didn't think we'd meet again. 325 00:37:37,381 --> 00:37:41,469 But why do you think that? I told you I was going to ring. 326 00:37:49,435 --> 00:37:51,520 It's funny. 327 00:37:55,441 --> 00:37:58,319 There's something important I'd like to tell you. 328 00:38:03,491 --> 00:38:05,660 - Something I've never told anyone. - Yes? 329 00:38:07,787 --> 00:38:09,747 What is it, David? 330 00:38:14,001 --> 00:38:16,045 I'd like to tell you. 331 00:38:20,591 --> 00:38:23,260 But I have no words. I'm mentally illiterate. 332 00:38:24,595 --> 00:38:27,974 Can't you come to me now, this instant? I'm longing for you. 333 00:38:30,893 --> 00:38:32,311 What are you doing? 334 00:38:33,187 --> 00:38:34,522 Huh? 335 00:38:34,605 --> 00:38:38,359 What, are you going to make the beds and tidy up? What are you going to do? 336 00:38:38,442 --> 00:38:40,879 You're going out to do the shopping and buy a roast for dinner? 337 00:38:40,903 --> 00:38:44,699 Or what are you going to do? Are you a domestic service agency? 338 00:38:44,782 --> 00:38:45,908 Or what the hell are you? 339 00:38:45,992 --> 00:38:48,160 Can't you come to me now? Can't you come? 340 00:38:48,244 --> 00:38:50,287 But I can't come now. 341 00:38:50,871 --> 00:38:54,917 David, you must understand. I can't just drop everything. 342 00:38:58,713 --> 00:39:00,923 David, are you there? 343 00:39:03,009 --> 00:39:05,136 Why don't you answer? 344 00:39:06,345 --> 00:39:07,388 Okay. 345 00:39:10,391 --> 00:39:11,434 Well, I'll come then. 346 00:39:34,582 --> 00:39:37,043 David, I can't stay very long. 347 00:39:44,258 --> 00:39:45,468 Wait! 348 00:40:26,801 --> 00:40:28,177 David. 349 00:40:30,596 --> 00:40:32,264 What is it? What just happened? 350 00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:37,520 I don't understand you. Please. 351 00:40:39,855 --> 00:40:42,566 Don't you think you're very childish now? 352 00:40:44,652 --> 00:40:45,861 Hmm? 353 00:41:03,879 --> 00:41:05,965 No! No! 354 00:41:10,511 --> 00:41:12,638 I can take my clothes off myself. 355 00:42:18,329 --> 00:42:19,955 Don't look at me! 356 00:42:39,558 --> 00:42:41,268 Oh! Oh! 357 00:43:17,554 --> 00:43:20,849 I called you several times this morning, but there was no answer. 358 00:43:20,933 --> 00:43:23,352 No. I was up in the attic, cleaning it out a bit. 359 00:43:23,435 --> 00:43:25,155 We have all these old clothes hanging there. 360 00:43:25,187 --> 00:43:27,457 I thought I'd sort them out and send them to the Red Cross. 361 00:43:27,481 --> 00:43:30,150 - Good idea. - I thought so. 362 00:43:32,069 --> 00:43:34,363 Is something bothering you? 363 00:43:34,446 --> 00:43:35,739 No. 364 00:43:36,282 --> 00:43:40,077 My period is starting, and that always makes me moody. 365 00:43:40,869 --> 00:43:42,288 Nothing else? 366 00:43:44,415 --> 00:43:46,542 No, I don't think so. 367 00:43:59,513 --> 00:44:01,348 Non. 368 00:44:23,787 --> 00:44:25,831 Did I fall asleep? 369 00:44:25,914 --> 00:44:27,791 Yes, you did. 370 00:44:34,631 --> 00:44:35,758 Mmm. 371 00:44:37,009 --> 00:44:39,136 - Sleep well. - Mmm. 372 00:45:15,339 --> 00:45:16,548 David. 373 00:45:31,063 --> 00:45:33,148 Why haven't you been in touch? 374 00:45:34,149 --> 00:45:36,568 I tried to call you several times. 375 00:45:39,113 --> 00:45:40,913 Yesterday, I even went and rang your doorbell. 376 00:45:40,989 --> 00:45:43,909 I could hear you were in, but you didn't open. 377 00:45:44,535 --> 00:45:46,161 Come with me. 378 00:45:59,591 --> 00:46:01,593 Why do you go on like this? 379 00:46:02,928 --> 00:46:05,472 I can't bear your silence. 380 00:46:05,556 --> 00:46:07,391 That's the only thing I can't bear. 381 00:46:10,185 --> 00:46:12,187 Why do you go on like this? 382 00:46:13,772 --> 00:46:16,525 If only you'll have patience with me. 383 00:46:18,402 --> 00:46:21,113 I'll have all the patience in the world. 384 00:46:21,613 --> 00:46:24,950 I've no demands. Don't think I'm making any demands. 385 00:46:26,452 --> 00:46:29,872 I don't know what to do with all these churned-up feelings. 386 00:46:29,955 --> 00:46:33,459 David, as long as we don't lose each other. That's all that matters. 387 00:46:33,542 --> 00:46:37,254 That's why it's so important that you don't leave me outside. 388 00:46:37,337 --> 00:46:39,840 I'd be so powerless then. 389 00:46:51,101 --> 00:46:53,770 All my relatives are dead. 390 00:46:56,857 --> 00:47:00,152 We lived in Berlin, just outside the city. 391 00:47:01,403 --> 00:47:06,492 My father was... head of a private medical clinic. 392 00:47:11,455 --> 00:47:17,878 I was four when he suddenly sent Mother and me and my sister to New York. 393 00:47:19,922 --> 00:47:24,468 Six months later, we lost contact with our relatives in Germany. 394 00:47:25,511 --> 00:47:28,555 They were wiped out in various camps. 395 00:47:32,392 --> 00:47:37,231 After Mother died, I went to Israel where I was trained. 396 00:47:40,734 --> 00:47:44,655 I think I keep the album for Mother's sake. 397 00:47:49,826 --> 00:47:52,621 Here she is as a young girl, just engaged. 398 00:47:52,704 --> 00:47:55,457 - Don't you think she's pretty? - Very. 399 00:47:56,458 --> 00:47:59,545 Sometimes it feels so lonely without Mother. 400 00:47:59,962 --> 00:48:02,631 Isn't it absurd? After all, I'm grown up. 401 00:48:07,928 --> 00:48:11,431 Then, of course, the very special surprise 402 00:48:11,515 --> 00:48:12,933 today at the end of the congress 403 00:48:13,016 --> 00:48:16,645 that we had the chance to meet your charming wife, Karin. 404 00:48:16,728 --> 00:48:20,274 And thank you for giving this wonderful luncheon. 405 00:48:20,357 --> 00:48:22,734 Thank you, both of you. And, as you do in Sweden... 406 00:48:22,818 --> 00:48:24,570 Skål. Thank you very much. 407 00:48:24,653 --> 00:48:25,654 Thank you. 408 00:48:25,737 --> 00:48:27,406 Skål. Skål. 409 00:48:27,489 --> 00:48:29,616 I hope you all will be back very soon. 410 00:48:29,700 --> 00:48:31,243 Thank you. Surely. 411 00:48:31,326 --> 00:48:33,203 As guests, not as patients. 412 00:48:35,247 --> 00:48:38,458 Would you like some coffee? We'll have it in here. 413 00:50:59,641 --> 00:51:00,976 Hello. 414 00:51:01,059 --> 00:51:02,745 Where have you been? I've been waiting for you. 415 00:51:02,769 --> 00:51:06,732 Oh, no, you can't be. I told you I was going to be late. 416 00:51:06,815 --> 00:51:09,001 You said you'd be here at three o'clock and now it's 4:00. 417 00:51:09,025 --> 00:51:12,571 No, I didn't say that. I remember very well I didn't say a time. 418 00:51:12,654 --> 00:51:14,823 I knew I couldn't be punctual. 419 00:51:16,283 --> 00:51:18,243 Oh, it's dark in here. 420 00:51:19,870 --> 00:51:22,748 How could I know how long the lunch was going to last? 421 00:51:26,251 --> 00:51:28,628 I didn't say a time. 422 00:51:29,838 --> 00:51:32,924 You were so persistent, I promised to come anyway, even if it was only... 423 00:51:33,008 --> 00:51:37,679 ...for... a short while. 424 00:51:41,933 --> 00:51:43,769 Am I right? 425 00:51:46,938 --> 00:51:48,732 You've been smoking? 426 00:51:48,815 --> 00:51:50,901 Mm-hmm. I have. 427 00:51:52,027 --> 00:51:54,070 But we promised each other to give it up. 428 00:51:54,613 --> 00:51:57,115 But I couldn't resist after all that good food. 429 00:51:57,199 --> 00:51:59,534 I smoked five cigarettes. 430 00:52:00,619 --> 00:52:03,789 - Oh, aren't you cross now? - Oh, no, no, no, no. 431 00:52:03,872 --> 00:52:06,792 Just we had an agreement. And you've been drinking a lot too. 432 00:52:06,875 --> 00:52:08,794 Mm-hmm. 433 00:52:08,877 --> 00:52:11,254 I think I'm a little tipsy. 434 00:52:14,341 --> 00:52:16,968 Oh, I-I really am tipsy. 435 00:52:17,594 --> 00:52:19,554 I'm almost drunk. 436 00:52:24,309 --> 00:52:27,354 Come. Come and help me. 437 00:52:28,772 --> 00:52:30,857 I'm in a hurry. 438 00:52:31,691 --> 00:52:34,194 Come and give me a kiss and say you forgive me. 439 00:52:44,287 --> 00:52:45,789 No one has ever struck me. 440 00:52:45,872 --> 00:52:47,374 I hate it when you're like that! 441 00:52:47,457 --> 00:52:48,917 I was merely gay. 442 00:52:49,376 --> 00:52:52,295 You're not sober, and you've been smoking! 443 00:52:52,379 --> 00:52:55,423 Andreas wondered very much why I was in such a hurry. 444 00:52:56,049 --> 00:52:58,260 It was very difficult for me to come here today, 445 00:52:58,385 --> 00:53:00,053 but I came because you kept on at me. 446 00:53:00,136 --> 00:53:03,682 I hate that goddamn Andreas, that fucking hypocritical idiot! 447 00:53:03,765 --> 00:53:05,934 - He can go to hell! - Stop shouting! 448 00:53:09,813 --> 00:53:11,481 You're crazy. 449 00:53:19,865 --> 00:53:22,242 You do look angry. 450 00:53:26,913 --> 00:53:28,206 Get out. 451 00:53:49,144 --> 00:53:50,729 Go to hell. 452 00:53:51,605 --> 00:53:56,318 Go back to your mediocre bourgeois. That's where you belong. 453 00:54:00,280 --> 00:54:02,991 There's no point in our going on like this. 454 00:54:05,243 --> 00:54:08,538 Do you hear what I say? Go to hell and leave me in peace. 455 00:54:10,040 --> 00:54:12,250 You're being very silly. 456 00:54:25,931 --> 00:54:27,349 Poor David. 457 00:54:28,224 --> 00:54:31,853 Poor David, poor Karin. What a hard time we're going to have. 458 00:54:34,898 --> 00:54:37,525 It's best for us to break it off now, straightaway. 459 00:54:39,778 --> 00:54:42,197 If it only were that simple. 460 00:54:46,660 --> 00:54:50,455 If you want me for anything, you can call me tomorrow morning as usual. 461 00:58:05,150 --> 00:58:07,402 How was Maria? 462 00:58:07,485 --> 00:58:09,779 She was out dancing, you know. 463 00:58:09,863 --> 00:58:12,157 But she had this terrible cold. 464 00:58:12,240 --> 00:58:15,410 - No, not tonight. - Indeed? 465 00:58:16,244 --> 00:58:19,038 When was Maria ever sick on a Saturday? 466 00:58:19,122 --> 00:58:20,874 - Hi. - Hi. 467 00:58:22,667 --> 00:58:25,003 - How's the movie? - Not very good. 468 00:58:25,086 --> 00:58:27,505 - What do you mean? - Just a lot of romance. 469 00:58:27,589 --> 00:58:29,174 Aha. 470 00:58:29,257 --> 00:58:30,675 Are you hungry? 471 00:58:30,758 --> 00:58:33,386 I already had a sandwich in the kitchen. Good night. 472 00:58:33,469 --> 00:58:35,889 Good night. I'll be up later to turn the lights out. 473 00:58:35,972 --> 00:58:37,807 Yes. All right. 474 00:58:37,891 --> 00:58:40,476 Good night. Sleep well. 475 00:58:53,990 --> 00:58:56,242 What's that sore on your lip? 476 00:58:56,326 --> 00:58:58,077 I don't know. 477 00:58:58,161 --> 00:58:59,829 I only just noticed it myself. 478 00:59:01,206 --> 00:59:05,210 - Could it maybe be vitamin deficiency? - No. I hardly think so. 479 00:59:19,432 --> 00:59:22,644 I'm attending a conference in Rome in April. Do you want to come? 480 00:59:24,103 --> 00:59:27,774 I don't think I can. I need to get someone to watch the kids. 481 00:59:28,358 --> 00:59:29,984 That's already been taken care of. 482 00:59:30,526 --> 00:59:32,320 I phoned Eva today. 483 00:59:32,403 --> 00:59:34,489 She said it would suit her fine. 484 00:59:34,572 --> 00:59:37,200 She's even looking forward to it. 485 00:59:37,575 --> 00:59:39,869 She's alone after the divorce, poor thing. 486 00:59:40,161 --> 00:59:42,664 Sure. We'll talk about it. 487 00:59:42,747 --> 00:59:44,999 You don't sound overly enthusiastic. 488 00:59:45,083 --> 00:59:47,752 It's just my way, you know. I'm sorry. 489 00:59:50,505 --> 00:59:52,006 Sure, I know you. 490 00:59:53,007 --> 00:59:54,509 Now, let's go to bed. 491 00:59:54,884 --> 00:59:57,387 You'll beat me anyway. 492 00:59:58,221 --> 00:59:59,639 I'll just take Bobby for a walk. 493 01:00:27,250 --> 01:00:28,459 Karin. 494 01:00:29,919 --> 01:00:31,129 Come here, will you? 495 01:02:10,686 --> 01:02:14,732 Oh, this is a Swedish poet whom I love very much. 496 01:02:14,816 --> 01:02:16,317 I think he's the best. 497 01:02:16,401 --> 01:02:17,944 I think I read him in Swedish first, 498 01:02:18,027 --> 01:02:20,363 and then I translate so you can just hear. 499 01:02:37,255 --> 01:02:40,758 "Wake me to sleep in you... 500 01:02:42,927 --> 01:02:45,680 wake my words to you... 501 01:02:47,390 --> 01:02:50,935 light my dead stars nearer you." 502 01:03:08,119 --> 01:03:10,913 "Dream me out of my world... 503 01:03:12,498 --> 01:03:15,293 home to the"... Mm. 504 01:03:16,002 --> 01:03:18,129 "to the home of the flames. 505 01:03:21,174 --> 01:03:23,509 Give birth to me, leave me. 506 01:03:25,052 --> 01:03:26,596 Kill me nearer you." 507 01:03:41,402 --> 01:03:43,988 "Nearer me to you, 508 01:03:44,071 --> 01:03:47,283 nearer the"... Mm. 509 01:03:47,700 --> 01:03:49,869 What do you call fireplace? 510 01:03:52,121 --> 01:03:54,290 Something they had in... 511 01:03:55,666 --> 01:03:56,876 long ago. 512 01:03:56,959 --> 01:03:59,128 - A hearth? - Hearth. 513 01:03:59,921 --> 01:04:02,632 "Nearer the hearth of birth. 514 01:04:05,885 --> 01:04:08,888 Take me warmer, take me nearer you." 515 01:04:20,107 --> 01:04:21,484 When do you leave? 516 01:04:21,567 --> 01:04:23,194 Tomorrow, early. 517 01:04:24,487 --> 01:04:25,821 When will you be back? 518 01:04:25,905 --> 01:04:28,324 About six months... September, October. 519 01:04:30,868 --> 01:04:32,954 How long do you stay then? 520 01:04:33,037 --> 01:04:35,039 About the same amount of time. 521 01:04:37,208 --> 01:04:39,752 What will you do when you get back to London? 522 01:04:39,835 --> 01:04:42,713 Oh, I'll prepare a series of lectures, 18 of them. 523 01:04:42,797 --> 01:04:44,298 In the summer. 524 01:04:44,382 --> 01:04:46,133 Yes, in the summer. 525 01:04:52,557 --> 01:04:56,352 We've been together for... six months now. 526 01:04:58,521 --> 01:05:00,606 It's going to be very hard. 527 01:05:02,608 --> 01:05:04,777 It's going to be very hard. 528 01:05:21,544 --> 01:05:23,379 What's that music? 529 01:05:24,547 --> 01:05:26,299 I think they're practicing something 530 01:05:26,382 --> 01:05:29,343 for the reconsecration of the church on Sunday. 531 01:05:31,887 --> 01:05:34,765 I think it's better we say good-bye here and now. 532 01:05:42,732 --> 01:05:47,069 Andreas wanted you to come to dinner, but I said I thought you were engaged. 533 01:05:50,489 --> 01:05:53,951 It's much better we say good-bye now when we're by ourselves. 534 01:05:56,245 --> 01:05:59,832 ♪ Alleluia ♪ 535 01:05:59,915 --> 01:06:02,001 ♪ Alleluia... ♪ 536 01:06:02,084 --> 01:06:04,170 To think it should be so hard. 537 01:06:08,090 --> 01:06:11,677 I don't think we realize how painful it's going to be later. 538 01:06:15,681 --> 01:06:17,475 I must go. 539 01:06:17,558 --> 01:06:18,643 No. 540 01:06:19,644 --> 01:06:20,978 Yes, I'll go. 541 01:06:21,979 --> 01:06:23,522 I must go now. 542 01:06:24,482 --> 01:06:26,817 I must go before it gets too difficult. 543 01:06:52,385 --> 01:06:54,470 David, dearest. 544 01:06:55,179 --> 01:06:58,432 I didn't know it was going to hurt so much being without you. 545 01:06:58,516 --> 01:07:01,143 Karin, my darling Karin. 546 01:07:03,145 --> 01:07:05,439 It feels odd to be back in the world. 547 01:07:06,023 --> 01:07:08,109 It's getting cold again. 548 01:07:08,192 --> 01:07:10,986 Almost like autumn although we're well into May. 549 01:07:12,446 --> 01:07:16,200 We've all had bad colds. I was absolutely streaming. 550 01:07:17,493 --> 01:07:20,830 Which was a good thing, really, since I cried so often to myself. 551 01:07:21,372 --> 01:07:25,626 I mean, I could go round legitimately with a red nose and red-rimmed eyes. 552 01:07:25,710 --> 01:07:29,004 We've been separated now for six weeks, 553 01:07:29,088 --> 01:07:31,298 and we've written to each other nearly every day. 554 01:07:31,382 --> 01:07:34,218 And I, who am such a terrible letter writer. 555 01:07:34,301 --> 01:07:37,513 David, dearest friend I have in the world... 556 01:07:38,597 --> 01:07:42,017 can you forgive me for not writing to you for several days? 557 01:07:42,101 --> 01:07:43,686 We've had spring cleaning. 558 01:07:44,520 --> 01:07:47,773 I suppose you think it's a very trivial reason not to write. 559 01:07:48,858 --> 01:07:50,293 But the house has been full of people. 560 01:07:50,317 --> 01:07:53,237 I haven't had a minute to myself from morning till night. 561 01:07:53,320 --> 01:07:56,449 One day, I stopped dead in my tracks 562 01:07:56,532 --> 01:07:58,367 and said aloud to myself... 563 01:07:59,785 --> 01:08:01,245 "We're painfully united." 564 01:08:01,328 --> 01:08:05,207 Otherwise, I spend a lot of time consoling Maria, 565 01:08:05,291 --> 01:08:07,418 who's had her first broken romance. 566 01:08:08,794 --> 01:08:10,713 The heartache and the tears. 567 01:08:10,796 --> 01:08:13,048 Karin dearest, 568 01:08:13,132 --> 01:08:17,928 I'm now in the south of France at a sort of summer congress for archaeologists. 569 01:08:18,012 --> 01:08:19,597 It's very hot. 570 01:08:19,680 --> 01:08:21,432 Dear, dear David. 571 01:08:22,266 --> 01:08:25,603 We're back from the country. I must say I'm glad. 572 01:08:25,686 --> 01:08:27,062 Karin, just a quick note. 573 01:08:27,146 --> 01:08:30,107 I've been able to rent our dingy, ugly old apartment. 574 01:08:30,191 --> 01:08:32,193 Am arriving Thursday by air. 575 01:08:32,276 --> 01:08:34,403 I'll ring you Friday morning at eight o'clock. 576 01:08:34,487 --> 01:08:36,197 Eight o'clock, Friday morning. 577 01:09:26,497 --> 01:09:28,165 Imagine, I forgot my briefcase. 578 01:09:28,249 --> 01:09:29,875 It's the first time, surely. 579 01:09:29,959 --> 01:09:31,836 - Will you be on time? - Oh, yes. 580 01:09:31,919 --> 01:09:34,296 - Any tea left? - I don't know. 581 01:09:34,380 --> 01:09:36,924 It's still hot. Will you have a cup with me? 582 01:09:37,007 --> 01:09:39,301 No, thanks. I already had coffee. 583 01:09:44,390 --> 01:09:46,016 What are you doing, dear? 584 01:09:46,934 --> 01:09:49,144 I'm just paying some bills. 585 01:09:53,065 --> 01:09:55,067 You're not in any hurry today? 586 01:09:56,235 --> 01:09:57,862 It's not even half past. 587 01:10:02,533 --> 01:10:04,159 Drive carefully. 588 01:11:11,101 --> 01:11:12,978 At last! I thought I'd never get through. 589 01:11:13,062 --> 01:11:15,397 Look, I'm-I'm in a café round the corner. 590 01:11:15,481 --> 01:11:18,442 I didn't know that that goddamn phone was cut off. 591 01:11:20,194 --> 01:11:21,612 How are you? 592 01:11:22,655 --> 01:11:25,282 Fine. Just fine. 593 01:11:25,366 --> 01:11:27,409 Well, here I am anyway. 594 01:11:27,493 --> 01:11:29,119 Maybe we could meet? 595 01:11:30,079 --> 01:11:32,414 Not at all a bad idea. What about this afternoon? 596 01:11:32,498 --> 01:11:35,751 I have to meet a couple of idiots at two o'clock, but I'll be free by 4:30. 597 01:11:35,834 --> 01:11:37,836 Can't you make it earlier? 598 01:11:38,504 --> 01:11:40,714 It'll be so short. I must be home for dinner. 599 01:11:41,215 --> 01:11:42,424 Okay, but... 600 01:11:43,676 --> 01:11:46,387 Fine. Or let's wait till tomorrow. 601 01:11:47,137 --> 01:11:49,223 No! No, I didn't mean that. 602 01:11:49,306 --> 01:11:51,892 - What are you doing now? - Now? 603 01:11:51,976 --> 01:11:53,769 I just switched on the washing machine. 604 01:11:53,852 --> 01:11:55,896 And I have to see Anders's teacher at ten o'clock. 605 01:11:55,980 --> 01:11:56,980 Come now. 606 01:11:57,022 --> 01:12:00,317 But I can't. It's impossible. I can't just drop everything. 607 01:12:00,401 --> 01:12:03,988 Oh, come just for a little while. Then we can meet properly tomorrow. 608 01:12:04,822 --> 01:12:06,949 Okay, I'll come then. I'll come. 609 01:12:07,032 --> 01:12:09,451 Look, it's filthy as hell up in the apartment. 610 01:12:09,535 --> 01:12:11,695 I don't think anybody has cleaned there for six months. 611 01:12:11,745 --> 01:12:14,331 It doesn't matter. I'll come right now. 612 01:13:18,520 --> 01:13:19,730 You look thinner. 613 01:13:20,773 --> 01:13:22,733 I've been ill recently, 614 01:13:22,816 --> 01:13:24,234 but I'm all better now. 615 01:13:24,860 --> 01:13:27,279 I haven't smoked one cigarette since you left. 616 01:13:28,947 --> 01:13:31,116 That's why you're even more pretty now. 617 01:13:32,576 --> 01:13:35,204 I put on weight. That's not good at all. 618 01:14:57,911 --> 01:14:59,121 Come. 619 01:15:07,671 --> 01:15:09,089 Mmm. 620 01:15:29,276 --> 01:15:31,278 It's worth everything. 621 01:15:46,835 --> 01:15:49,338 I should be home by 4:00 today. 622 01:15:49,421 --> 01:15:50,839 All right. 623 01:15:50,923 --> 01:15:54,009 - Would you like some tea then? - Yes, please. 624 01:17:12,671 --> 01:17:14,965 Damn it. It's a delivery from the museum. 625 01:17:15,048 --> 01:17:16,550 I'll just be a sec. 626 01:17:23,390 --> 01:17:24,808 May I come in? 627 01:17:50,167 --> 01:17:51,918 Can we have a light on? 628 01:17:56,673 --> 01:17:59,301 Do you mind if I sit down for a moment? I won't be long. 629 01:18:15,859 --> 01:18:18,070 I received some letters. 630 01:18:18,153 --> 01:18:19,780 It's a small town, you see. 631 01:18:20,781 --> 01:18:22,783 Everyone knows everyone else. 632 01:18:26,036 --> 01:18:27,913 Some people are so thoughtful. 633 01:18:28,330 --> 01:18:29,414 Ah! 634 01:18:30,582 --> 01:18:32,042 Anonymous of course. 635 01:18:34,878 --> 01:18:37,589 Naturally, I wouldn't take any notice of those poison pens 636 01:18:37,672 --> 01:18:40,092 if I didn't believe that they were telling the truth. 637 01:18:58,235 --> 01:19:00,445 Well, I don't really know why I came here. 638 01:19:01,488 --> 01:19:03,407 It was on the spur of the moment, I admit. 639 01:19:03,490 --> 01:19:06,576 But I felt that it was necessary. 640 01:19:09,037 --> 01:19:10,664 I have nothing to say. 641 01:19:10,747 --> 01:19:14,835 Karin says she feels a strong loyalty to you and your marriage. 642 01:19:16,336 --> 01:19:19,172 I think you ought to be grateful for that loyalty 643 01:19:19,256 --> 01:19:22,217 and hope that it'll survive this affair of Karin's and mine. 644 01:19:24,761 --> 01:19:26,430 I think you better talk to Karin. 645 01:19:26,513 --> 01:19:28,974 I think you should take advantage of her loyalty. 646 01:19:29,975 --> 01:19:32,727 I think you should make yourself touching and helpless... 647 01:19:33,895 --> 01:19:35,439 talk about the children, 648 01:19:36,022 --> 01:19:37,899 about all your years together. 649 01:19:39,359 --> 01:19:42,696 You have the upper hand, Andreas. Don't worry. 650 01:19:43,405 --> 01:19:46,950 I didn't come here to talk about myself, David. I'm quite sure of that. 651 01:19:49,703 --> 01:19:53,748 I think I came here to talk to you about Karin because I... 652 01:19:58,753 --> 01:20:00,672 But it may be a rationalization. 653 01:20:00,755 --> 01:20:02,841 That's all so very touching. 654 01:20:02,924 --> 01:20:06,428 What are you going to tell me about Karin that I don't already know? 655 01:20:06,511 --> 01:20:08,305 Go now, Andreas. 656 01:20:08,388 --> 01:20:12,184 You've humiliated us both long enough with this ridiculous visit. 657 01:20:18,023 --> 01:20:20,442 I don't understand why you're so aggressive, David. 658 01:20:21,902 --> 01:20:23,320 I like you. 659 01:20:24,571 --> 01:20:26,740 I liked you at the beginning already 660 01:20:27,491 --> 01:20:29,784 when I took care of you after your attempted suicide. 661 01:20:29,868 --> 01:20:31,411 It wasn't an attempted suicide. 662 01:20:31,495 --> 01:20:34,039 It was an accident with that ridiculous gas stove. 663 01:20:38,585 --> 01:20:40,837 I don't think my memory's at fault. 664 01:20:42,589 --> 01:20:44,591 During our conversation on that Tuesday night, 665 01:20:44,674 --> 01:20:48,094 you yourself described your accident as an attempted suicide. 666 01:20:48,178 --> 01:20:49,596 Am I wrong? 667 01:20:53,391 --> 01:20:55,018 No, but we were never to speak of it. 668 01:20:58,438 --> 01:20:59,648 That's right. I'm sorry. 669 01:20:59,731 --> 01:21:01,608 Forgive me. 670 01:21:02,567 --> 01:21:04,903 I didn't mean to be offensive or indiscreet. 671 01:21:07,572 --> 01:21:10,408 Have you anything else, anything else you want to say? 672 01:21:11,076 --> 01:21:12,285 No. 673 01:21:21,044 --> 01:21:23,755 I don't believe that habit, marriage, and children 674 01:21:23,838 --> 01:21:26,341 are any firm shield against the outside world. 675 01:21:26,424 --> 01:21:29,344 - The outside world. - Call it whatever you like. 676 01:21:31,388 --> 01:21:33,139 It was stupid of me to come. 677 01:21:34,224 --> 01:21:37,018 If you think that I'm putting pressure on Karin, you're wrong. 678 01:21:38,478 --> 01:21:41,231 I don't intend any emotional blackmail either. 679 01:21:41,314 --> 01:21:43,608 As a matter of fact, I don't intend to do anything. 680 01:21:44,776 --> 01:21:47,028 She has to make up her mind for herself. 681 01:21:47,112 --> 01:21:48,989 That will be difficult enough. 682 01:21:49,906 --> 01:21:52,200 She hates any form of decision. 683 01:22:34,159 --> 01:22:36,161 Wasn't that touching? 684 01:22:36,244 --> 01:22:38,496 That was just too goddamn touching. 685 01:22:38,580 --> 01:22:40,206 That was touching as hell. 686 01:22:43,918 --> 01:22:45,920 Do you think he knew I was here? 687 01:22:46,004 --> 01:22:48,590 Of course he knew. He's not such a fool. 688 01:22:51,259 --> 01:22:53,261 Will you call me tomorrow as usual? 689 01:22:53,928 --> 01:22:55,930 - I don't know. - Do as you like. 690 01:23:32,967 --> 01:23:34,511 Are you working? 691 01:23:36,388 --> 01:23:37,597 No. 692 01:23:39,849 --> 01:23:41,476 I'm just sitting, really. 693 01:24:17,971 --> 01:24:19,723 Let's go for a walk. 694 01:25:40,220 --> 01:25:41,346 Hey. 695 01:26:03,284 --> 01:26:05,954 God dag, Maria. How are you? 696 01:26:06,037 --> 01:26:09,332 I thought that green coat was very nice. Why didn't you get it? 697 01:26:09,415 --> 01:26:11,918 Do you mind if I talk to your mother for a minute? 698 01:26:14,796 --> 01:26:16,673 We can't just walk away like this. 699 01:26:16,756 --> 01:26:18,842 I know. I can see that. I must see you. 700 01:26:18,925 --> 01:26:21,386 - When can we meet and talk? - I don't know. 701 01:26:23,012 --> 01:26:25,849 We can meet at the church tomorrow at three o'clock. 702 01:26:29,227 --> 01:26:31,229 Please, let me go now. 703 01:27:16,316 --> 01:27:18,818 I'm sorry I'm late. This weather is terrible for my car. 704 01:27:18,902 --> 01:27:21,279 - It stalls, and it's very cold outside. - It's all right. 705 01:27:24,365 --> 01:27:26,200 Yesterday was a funny experience, hey? 706 01:27:26,284 --> 01:27:28,912 - Mm. I don't know if it was so funny. - Hmm. 707 01:27:42,008 --> 01:27:44,510 - Have you heard about the Madonna? - No. 708 01:27:45,678 --> 01:27:49,307 Something peculiar's happened, something no one can explain. 709 01:27:51,267 --> 01:27:56,814 Before she was walled up, she was the home of some insect not known today. 710 01:27:58,608 --> 01:28:02,654 The larvae have been sleeping inside there in the darkness for 500 years. 711 01:28:03,655 --> 01:28:05,323 And now they've awakened. 712 01:28:06,240 --> 01:28:08,493 And they're eating the image away from within. 713 01:28:12,038 --> 01:28:13,748 Here on the child. 714 01:28:13,831 --> 01:28:18,252 Oh, a whole nest of them hibernating. 715 01:28:20,129 --> 01:28:22,090 They're not sure whether she can be saved. 716 01:28:23,758 --> 01:28:25,385 Actually, they're beautiful. 717 01:28:27,345 --> 01:28:29,305 At any rate, as beautiful as the image itself. 718 01:28:29,389 --> 01:28:30,807 Don't you think, Karin? 719 01:28:39,524 --> 01:28:40,775 What is it, Karin? 720 01:28:40,858 --> 01:28:44,654 I've lost my... footing... whatever it is. 721 01:28:46,739 --> 01:28:48,908 I used to be fairly secure in my world, 722 01:28:48,992 --> 01:28:52,078 and now I'm insecure at home, insecure with you. 723 01:28:52,161 --> 01:28:53,913 That's too bad. 724 01:28:53,997 --> 01:28:55,415 Yes, it is. 725 01:28:59,002 --> 01:29:01,004 I can't be without you. 726 01:29:02,255 --> 01:29:04,465 Everything circles around you. 727 01:29:04,966 --> 01:29:06,801 You're there the whole time. 728 01:29:08,136 --> 01:29:10,888 You're like my newborn child. 729 01:29:15,101 --> 01:29:17,812 I understand how you think. 730 01:29:17,895 --> 01:29:20,857 I understand what it is that torments you. 731 01:29:20,940 --> 01:29:24,360 I understand why you're forcing me, and it makes me furious. 732 01:29:25,862 --> 01:29:28,656 But it only binds me to you all the more firmly. 733 01:29:30,700 --> 01:29:33,953 I wonder if something is wrong with me because I feel like this. 734 01:29:35,955 --> 01:29:38,207 Yes. Laugh if you want. 735 01:29:38,291 --> 01:29:40,043 But let me tell you something. 736 01:29:42,253 --> 01:29:44,255 I know that you are going to leave me. 737 01:29:46,758 --> 01:29:48,593 I can see it quite clearly, 738 01:29:48,676 --> 01:29:51,262 and it's getting closer and closer. 739 01:29:53,890 --> 01:29:57,310 I know that you're fond of me almost the same way as I'm fond of you. 740 01:29:58,978 --> 01:30:01,147 But even so, you're going to leave me. 741 01:30:02,982 --> 01:30:04,609 And I know why. 742 01:30:08,696 --> 01:30:12,158 You hate yourself. Therefore, you hate me somewhere. 743 01:30:13,993 --> 01:30:15,995 I'm trying to reach you. 744 01:30:16,829 --> 01:30:19,957 I'm trying the whole time to reach you, but... 745 01:30:20,625 --> 01:30:24,045 I feel that you're getting further and further away from me, and... 746 01:30:25,088 --> 01:30:29,634 I just want to scream and weep because I know you're going to leave me. 747 01:30:36,224 --> 01:30:38,226 It is hard to live two lives. 748 01:30:40,561 --> 01:30:42,313 It's hard to live with two men. 749 01:30:42,396 --> 01:30:44,899 Sometimes I find it almost impossible. 750 01:30:48,152 --> 01:30:51,781 But I know it can be done. I even think Andreas would accept it. 751 01:30:52,990 --> 01:30:55,576 It is possible to live two lives, 752 01:30:56,160 --> 01:31:01,958 maybe slowly combine them into one wise and good life 753 01:31:02,041 --> 01:31:05,670 that could benefit other people and make them happy. 754 01:31:07,630 --> 01:31:10,675 But there's no living with your self-hatred, David. 755 01:31:11,634 --> 01:31:14,220 I can't do anything about it however much I like you, 756 01:31:14,303 --> 01:31:15,930 however much I try. 757 01:31:17,348 --> 01:31:19,183 Do you understand? 758 01:31:29,610 --> 01:31:31,195 It's cold. 759 01:31:38,536 --> 01:31:40,746 Can't you put your arms around me? 760 01:31:46,502 --> 01:31:49,463 Say something, something kind. 761 01:31:53,259 --> 01:31:55,511 Say that you like me all the same. 762 01:31:59,265 --> 01:32:03,060 Be angry with me, if you like, as long as you don't leave me. 763 01:32:04,312 --> 01:32:06,689 I don't know what to do if I haven't got you. 764 01:32:08,691 --> 01:32:10,109 Let's go. 765 01:32:47,688 --> 01:32:48,814 Karin? 766 01:32:53,986 --> 01:32:55,029 Karin. 767 01:32:56,864 --> 01:32:58,074 Yes? 768 01:33:01,953 --> 01:33:03,579 Karin, forgive me. 769 01:33:08,834 --> 01:33:10,253 Forgive me. 770 01:33:15,716 --> 01:33:17,218 Forgive me, Karin. 771 01:33:27,228 --> 01:33:29,480 We're with each other now, aren't we? 772 01:33:33,651 --> 01:33:35,194 Now at this moment. 773 01:33:36,570 --> 01:33:37,613 Yes. 774 01:33:39,865 --> 01:33:41,701 Now we're with each other. 775 01:35:57,294 --> 01:35:58,712 No. 776 01:38:00,960 --> 01:38:02,920 The professor will be here any moment. 777 01:38:03,003 --> 01:38:04,213 I see. 778 01:38:04,838 --> 01:38:06,924 Then I'll wait. 779 01:38:07,883 --> 01:38:10,594 - Please excuse me. - But of course. 780 01:38:18,060 --> 01:38:19,436 Is the letter done? 781 01:38:20,437 --> 01:38:22,898 Just one moment, please. 782 01:38:29,029 --> 01:38:31,657 Please ask Jakobi to come this afternoon instead. 783 01:38:31,740 --> 01:38:33,784 Then we can talk undisturbed. 784 01:38:33,867 --> 01:38:35,244 Besides, I'm tired as hell. 785 01:38:35,327 --> 01:38:38,205 Jakobi at 5:30. Will that do? 786 01:38:38,289 --> 01:38:39,790 That will be just fine. 787 01:38:40,708 --> 01:38:41,917 Okay. 788 01:38:49,049 --> 01:38:51,594 Excuse me if I lie down while we talk. 789 01:38:51,677 --> 01:38:53,679 I've got a splitting headache. 790 01:39:01,520 --> 01:39:04,732 All right. What was it you wanted to say? 791 01:39:05,441 --> 01:39:07,109 Something unpleasant, no doubt. 792 01:39:09,194 --> 01:39:10,821 David has gone. 793 01:39:11,238 --> 01:39:13,907 I must go to London and try to find him. 794 01:39:15,034 --> 01:39:19,496 I must speak to him. He has to tell me why he left me. 795 01:39:19,580 --> 01:39:21,332 Please try to understand. 796 01:39:22,958 --> 01:39:25,336 If you go, you needn't come back again. 797 01:39:27,171 --> 01:39:29,673 But if you stay and try to get rid of your panic, 798 01:39:29,757 --> 01:39:31,759 I promise to help you in every way. 799 01:39:31,842 --> 01:39:33,761 I'd only be gone for a few days. 800 01:39:34,094 --> 01:39:37,264 If you go, there's no way back. Do you hear? It's that simple. 801 01:39:37,348 --> 01:39:39,767 Just one day, Andreas. I beg you. 802 01:39:39,850 --> 01:39:41,185 Please be fair. 803 01:39:42,019 --> 01:39:43,437 You should talk about fairness! 804 01:39:43,520 --> 01:39:45,731 Don't come crying for consideration or sympathy. 805 01:39:45,814 --> 01:39:47,983 Take responsibility. Own up to it. 806 01:39:48,651 --> 01:39:52,237 For once, Karin, make a decision and accept the consequences. 807 01:39:55,282 --> 01:39:58,327 This drama has been going on for almost two years. Now I'm tired. 808 01:39:58,410 --> 01:40:00,412 I don't want to be in another act. 809 01:40:01,664 --> 01:40:04,750 Suffering must have an end. It can't go indefinitely. 810 01:40:04,833 --> 01:40:07,920 I don't want to be poisoned by hatred and spite. 811 01:40:08,003 --> 01:40:09,630 I don't want to hate you. 812 01:40:11,924 --> 01:40:13,676 I have to go. 813 01:40:24,019 --> 01:40:26,355 Will you tell the children? Or shall I? 814 01:40:26,980 --> 01:40:28,607 It's better that you do it. 815 01:40:38,325 --> 01:40:39,993 I'd prefer that you leave now. 816 01:40:58,303 --> 01:41:00,389 What are you going to do in England? 817 01:41:00,472 --> 01:41:01,807 I don't know. 818 01:41:02,766 --> 01:41:05,144 I'm going to see some people. 819 01:41:05,227 --> 01:41:07,312 What sort of people? 820 01:41:08,605 --> 01:41:10,232 - Friends? - Yes. 821 01:41:12,192 --> 01:41:13,694 I'm here as a tourist. 822 01:41:13,777 --> 01:41:15,446 A tourist visit. 823 01:41:15,529 --> 01:41:18,240 Why didn't you say so to start with? 824 01:41:40,721 --> 01:41:42,222 Does David live here? 825 01:41:42,306 --> 01:41:45,017 Yes, he lives here, but he's not at home. 826 01:41:46,935 --> 01:41:49,938 - Can I wait for him? - I don't think he'll be home today. 827 01:41:57,321 --> 01:41:59,281 Won't you come in and sit down for a while? 828 01:41:59,364 --> 01:42:00,783 Thank you. 829 01:42:07,998 --> 01:42:09,666 My name's Sara. 830 01:42:09,750 --> 01:42:11,418 You're Karin. I know. 831 01:42:12,628 --> 01:42:15,255 It's a bit strange in here with the furniture all gone. 832 01:42:16,131 --> 01:42:17,549 We're moving. 833 01:42:18,592 --> 01:42:20,177 You'd like some brandy? 834 01:42:20,260 --> 01:42:21,762 Yes, thank you. 835 01:42:25,557 --> 01:42:27,226 Are you his wife? 836 01:42:31,021 --> 01:42:32,439 I'm his sister. 837 01:42:34,316 --> 01:42:35,984 I keep house for him. 838 01:42:36,693 --> 01:42:39,071 He told me he didn't have any relations. 839 01:42:39,822 --> 01:42:41,031 Did he? 840 01:42:49,540 --> 01:42:51,083 Would you like something to eat? 841 01:42:51,166 --> 01:42:52,852 I have some sausage or some cheese in the house. 842 01:42:52,876 --> 01:42:55,128 I could make you some sandwiches if you're hungry. 843 01:42:55,212 --> 01:42:58,131 No, thank you. Thank you. It's very kind of you, but I'm not hungry. 844 01:43:16,275 --> 01:43:18,277 Are you going to have a baby? 845 01:43:21,071 --> 01:43:23,657 - Is it David's child or your husband's? - Does it matter? 846 01:43:24,783 --> 01:43:26,743 Why are you pregnant? 847 01:43:26,827 --> 01:43:28,453 I don't know. 848 01:43:29,037 --> 01:43:31,874 - Seems funny, doesn't it? - Not to me. 849 01:43:38,338 --> 01:43:40,507 You're looking at my hands, aren't you? 850 01:43:40,591 --> 01:43:43,093 It's muscular paralysis. Atrophy. 851 01:43:43,176 --> 01:43:46,889 It runs in the family. Apparently, it can't be explained scientifically. 852 01:43:46,972 --> 01:43:48,807 David suffers from it too. 853 01:44:35,228 --> 01:44:36,980 Well, what shall we do now? 854 01:44:37,981 --> 01:44:39,691 Shall we talk about David? 855 01:44:39,775 --> 01:44:42,903 - Why don't we talk about you? - I don't think that can interest you. 856 01:44:42,986 --> 01:44:45,113 - You're his sister. - Yes. 857 01:44:45,906 --> 01:44:47,324 Exactly. 858 01:44:49,034 --> 01:44:51,119 We have everything in common. 859 01:44:52,245 --> 01:44:54,998 We're inseparable. He says he's never going to leave me. 860 01:44:56,833 --> 01:44:58,335 You understand? 861 01:45:01,838 --> 01:45:03,048 Yes. 862 01:45:10,180 --> 01:45:11,264 I think I'll go now. 863 01:45:12,224 --> 01:45:13,392 You'll come back tomorrow? 864 01:45:14,101 --> 01:45:15,102 No. 865 01:45:16,728 --> 01:45:18,730 I don't think I'll come back. 866 01:47:20,602 --> 01:47:21,853 Andreas? 867 01:47:25,440 --> 01:47:26,900 Andreas? 868 01:49:22,307 --> 01:49:23,516 David. 869 01:49:25,185 --> 01:49:27,604 Why do we have to meet at this idiotic place? 870 01:49:28,772 --> 01:49:30,357 Let's go to my hotel. 871 01:49:30,440 --> 01:49:33,777 No. I can only spare five minutes. 872 01:49:33,860 --> 01:49:37,322 I'm on my way to my Italian lesson. It starts at four o'clock. 873 01:49:37,405 --> 01:49:40,700 I think we can meet here without anyone seeing us. 874 01:49:40,784 --> 01:49:42,369 I've had enough scandal. 875 01:49:43,536 --> 01:49:45,956 It never occurred to you that this is a small town. 876 01:49:46,039 --> 01:49:48,124 Nor to you. 877 01:49:48,208 --> 01:49:50,210 I thought of it. I didn't care. 878 01:49:53,129 --> 01:49:55,298 - Are you feeling well? - I feel... 879 01:49:56,466 --> 01:49:58,301 Can we sit down somewhere? 880 01:50:12,357 --> 01:50:14,025 You wanted to talk to me. 881 01:50:14,109 --> 01:50:16,528 "You wanted to talk to me." 882 01:50:17,195 --> 01:50:20,073 Just what do you expect? 883 01:50:20,156 --> 01:50:22,450 You suddenly turn up God knows where from. 884 01:50:22,534 --> 01:50:25,054 You call me up in the middle of dinner and say you must talk to me. 885 01:50:25,078 --> 01:50:28,039 It's terribly important. I must come to your hotel at once. 886 01:50:29,124 --> 01:50:30,959 You must be out of your mind! 887 01:50:32,252 --> 01:50:34,754 You've no right to come here and make any demands. 888 01:50:37,173 --> 01:50:39,134 I have nothing more to talk about. 889 01:50:39,217 --> 01:50:40,552 Good-bye, David. 890 01:50:59,112 --> 01:51:01,114 I thought I could live without you. 891 01:51:02,949 --> 01:51:04,951 I thought it would be possible. 892 01:51:05,952 --> 01:51:08,538 I thought I could go back to my old life. 893 01:51:09,831 --> 01:51:11,041 I can't. 894 01:51:13,418 --> 01:51:15,920 It hurts, physically, being without you. 895 01:51:17,255 --> 01:51:19,883 It's like a constant ache. 896 01:51:20,592 --> 01:51:23,053 Whatever I do, I can't get away from it. 897 01:51:24,888 --> 01:51:27,390 I didn't know it was gonna be like this. 898 01:51:29,392 --> 01:51:32,354 I didn't know I was so terribly tied to you. 899 01:51:34,814 --> 01:51:36,066 I thought I'd get over it. 900 01:51:36,858 --> 01:51:38,860 When I left you, 901 01:51:38,943 --> 01:51:42,030 it was to be spared more feelings, 902 01:51:42,906 --> 01:51:45,075 tears, pain. 903 01:51:48,036 --> 01:51:50,080 I wanted to make a clean break. 904 01:51:51,790 --> 01:51:53,917 I wanted to have peace at last. 905 01:51:55,001 --> 01:51:56,753 But it didn't turn out that way. 906 01:51:58,213 --> 01:51:59,839 It only got worse. 907 01:52:04,052 --> 01:52:06,054 I can't live without you. 908 01:52:08,598 --> 01:52:13,019 It sounds so utterly ridiculous to hear myself say I can't live without you. 909 01:52:13,103 --> 01:52:16,481 But it's true. I can't express it any better way. 910 01:52:17,690 --> 01:52:19,901 Everything's changed, Karin. 911 01:52:20,944 --> 01:52:22,904 I don't know what it is. I can't understand it. 912 01:52:22,987 --> 01:52:25,198 I'm no longer the same person. 913 01:52:25,281 --> 01:52:29,411 I think and feel and react differently. 914 01:52:30,745 --> 01:52:34,833 In the old days, before I met you, I could live without living. 915 01:52:34,916 --> 01:52:37,168 I didn't care. Nothing mattered anyway. 916 01:52:38,211 --> 01:52:39,963 Don't say anything more. 917 01:52:41,631 --> 01:52:43,258 It just makes it more difficult. 918 01:52:46,052 --> 01:52:47,637 Listen now, Karin. 919 01:52:49,764 --> 01:52:53,726 I've been offered an associate professorship at the University of Aarhus. 920 01:52:54,644 --> 01:52:57,522 We could live a settled life on your conditions. 921 01:52:57,605 --> 01:53:00,150 You can bring the children. Everything will be the way you want. 922 01:53:00,233 --> 01:53:01,526 You'll have your security. 923 01:53:01,609 --> 01:53:02,902 - David... - No, no, no. 924 01:53:02,986 --> 01:53:04,320 Karin. Karin. 925 01:53:04,654 --> 01:53:06,531 Look, I'm-I'm not going to rush you. 926 01:53:06,614 --> 01:53:10,452 I don't mean that you have to make up your mind right away, this moment. 927 01:53:10,535 --> 01:53:12,245 I can wait. I'll be patient. 928 01:53:12,328 --> 01:53:14,038 Please let me go now. 929 01:53:14,122 --> 01:53:15,874 There's no point in this. 930 01:53:16,916 --> 01:53:19,169 We have nothing more to talk about. 931 01:53:20,170 --> 01:53:22,380 You can't just leave me like this. 932 01:53:25,133 --> 01:53:26,342 Please don't go. 933 01:53:29,387 --> 01:53:30,638 Poor David. 934 01:53:32,307 --> 01:53:33,558 I love you so much. 935 01:53:34,476 --> 01:53:35,560 It's not true. 936 01:53:35,643 --> 01:53:38,188 That's true. That's the truth. 937 01:53:40,273 --> 01:53:42,901 No one has done me so much good as you. 938 01:53:42,984 --> 01:53:45,487 No one has done me so much harm as you. 939 01:53:46,905 --> 01:53:48,573 Even so, I'm not coming with you. 940 01:53:51,034 --> 01:53:54,204 You must have strong reasons... if it's as you say. 941 01:53:54,287 --> 01:53:56,289 For me, they are strong reasons. 942 01:53:57,415 --> 01:54:00,251 For you, they're perhaps no reasons at all. 943 01:54:00,335 --> 01:54:03,171 I feel it's my duty to stay where I am. 944 01:54:05,965 --> 01:54:08,259 I don't know. 945 01:54:08,343 --> 01:54:11,304 I feel it's my duty to stay here, so I will. 946 01:54:11,387 --> 01:54:14,599 I know you're lying. You don't mean what you say. 947 01:54:14,682 --> 01:54:15,934 I know the real reasons. 948 01:54:16,017 --> 01:54:18,770 They're so goddamn rotten and trivial and cowardly 949 01:54:18,853 --> 01:54:20,522 I can't be bothered to go into them! 950 01:54:20,605 --> 01:54:22,524 Can't you see the pattern, Karin? 951 01:54:31,115 --> 01:54:32,742 I know you're lying. 952 01:54:40,708 --> 01:54:42,710 I know you're lying! Do you hear?